All dreams logged between July 30th 2026 and Jan 1st 2027 are to be found Here
2026-06-18
I just had a dream I was on some sort of space expedition with a team of people that all seemed to have strange dynamics with eachother on a part of an abandoned space ship. We were set out to hunt down Jakes and Connors which were these entities that take human form but are not human. Most of the trip I was only interested in the catered aspect, eating a lot, grilling pork and steaks in the simulated earth worlds and obsessing over this duck sause ramen at the end of the exhibition. In the simulated world I was a woodworker in a hot cavernous empty school gymnasium acid bathing ash and oil finishing parts. I had got invited to some house party then that I knew I had ops at so I didn’t end up going, that rainy night. I had a hard time doing my exhibition work, I was too busy bothering people and eating all the food they had aboard. I wandered off to some blocked off wing of the ship with someone ide never met before but seemed so familiar. I hadn’t make a Jake or Connor before but they seemed to have a lot of the qualities of a Jake, mostly in their morphing persona. They led me to a shower, with a cold draft, and floated through the walls as water burst from the ancient shower head. They didn’t bother me, I didn’t see them again after that.
2026-05-18
I had a dream I was breaking down from a show and rolling year out of a gymnasium into the hallway to put in the elevator and there was a button next to the elevator that was in a triangular corner. The button was attached to a small curved form on the ground with a big elevator button with a red button, as I approached it ah elevator shaft shot up to my floor with floors and ceilings made of a big frog plushy, walks covered in stuffed animals and toys and a child’s head that looked like it had had a camera inside its mouth. The head moved as if gesturing me in. I lean it to grab the furry child head and the lift gate slammed shut behind me as the elevator shot into the night sky and soared through trees illuminated by flashlights attached to the lift. The walls were now glass with handles that felt insecure, a tiny seat and a dashboard with cameras and other out of commission electronics. I had grabbed on to the very edges of the tiny dashboard in hope of not flying through the glass windows. It flew though different landscapes and biomes and some part of it must have been open because I could feel the wind on my face flowing forcefully. It ended up in sunny, what seemed like la, and dropped me in a cruiser with a mad man having a street race fight with some other guy, all the streets were extremely hilly. This had been the same guy I had just been breaking down with at the show earlier. The cops eventually pulled them over and I tried rescuing the gear from the truck with the key that was Velcroed to the hood of the trunk but all the gear was on the seats and he called me an idiot.
2026-05-15
I had a dream the bus driver was going way to fast around a corner on the water and flew off and a bunch of people drowned and I had to climb seats to get out thru the back and I ended up saving nyala of all people.
2026-03-20
Louise Broadman came to me in a dream when someone recommended me an electro-acousitc artist to look up.
2026-02-07
I had a dream about a golden glittery square of moss in a pond at night with a magician trying to show me a magic trick and shushing me over and over into a trance as I tried to take a picture of the moss and everything became quieter and quieter and the moss separated slowly and bloomed into flowers and I left to grab a beer and everything around me was blooming into foliage and flowers.
2026-02-07
I had a dream there was a house show where martins band was playing and I was playing after him and looking for tables in the basement to set my stuff up and Connor had built a huge wooden structure attached at the bottom to a recliner chair with a weight hanging from it that he climbed and it swung back and fourth like a trebuchet. I had found a box with a weird wet pufferfish type fish full of water with gills that were quantized notes that you brushed your fingers across and it played notes and I was trying to figure out how to use it to play it in my performance but it was too hard to play and too wet and drippy and droopy so I put it back in its box and carried the table I found upstairs. At some point in the next few days I was texting my professor who was sitting next to me in class pictures of Connor’s basement and her being like wow that’s crazy. And somehow she found the album cover with the balloon girls and looked at me and rolled her eyes.
2025-01-30
I had a dream that fort thunder is just a large orange room. With alien echos across. No one was actual real, just blabber into the orange abyss. Mericlaire had a thick southern accent. I haven't met her before. Her long, wavy brown hair, in the low blue light of the mazy messy apartment. clubclub was a speakeasy, a word combo, I had always forgotten, opened the square concrete slab door. A pully system, from a corner in the messy blue apartment. The open windows blew cold air on my feet, hanging over the edge of my bed. A character stayed in the apartment, he was always there on our return. Back and forth after many beers, I had always forgotten what I came back to do. Another dream, a solo pregame to a big party. Friendly faces and people that look like ive known them since high school. There was a comfort her face gave. What a weird name.
2025-01-20
I had a dream I was preparing for a show, in a big white room with a giant skylight. The house was a maze, the even bigger living room, dark, with only wall windows, couches surrounded nothing. In my dreams I always have a serge. The apartment bedroom, moving along the coastline of the city, with the aboveground trains. On the trains I always loose something, or miss my stop. The cars are always flooded with sunlight. Carrying an unusual bag.
2025-01-10
No friends at the party, everyone got drunk but me, Sizwe and the blue bottle of olive oil vodka. In the smallest bar in town. Some white girl asking me some stupid question made me laugh while I was crying. smoking my enormous cigarette. My lighter exploded when I lit it, had to put out my first fire, with big blankets, a new burned hole in my oldest duvet. Running down the stairs, so the house won’t smell.
2025-01-02
I had a dream some noise musician gave a talk at a school somewhere and after the talk I ended up in this Japanese hifi lounge but the speakers didn’t actually sound that good and I was like is it me or do these speakers not even sound that good. it was an all silver and grey square room.
2024-12-22
I had a dream where there was a gang that they sent you out to this virtual forest with a group of people and you all had to sleep one night in a hut in the forest and one night in this empty school and one night in an empty hotel with other fictional characters, I was one of the people who went with my nerd friends and they were trying to hook up with the anime characters in the hotel and I was trying to hook up with the furries which didn’t end up happening to I went on a quest with the white girl to go steal from the house across from the hotel, which apparently the businessman who lived there was expecting us and had Gus pointed to us in his long messy hallway garage , but then we noticed samurai’s trying to break into his house and kill him cus one of them has been seeing his wife, so he let us try and kill the samurai’s but apparently we weren’t supposed to kill anyone in the simulation so we lost the game when I shot the samurai’s
2024-10-08
Some acoustic environment, a cocktail bar with a deep blue light. Horn loaded speakers were built into the stereo walls, the bass horn spanned the whole wall, with the tweeters above and below. The blue light was so deep I almost counlnt see anything. A similar blue room tonight, naked at a sleepover. A girl I was questioning perusing. Who was she? There’s always someone. A bathroom with a bed in it. A teal hue, cotton floors, a hoarders bathroom. I had a flight to Greece I was supposed to catch earlier, what time was it? The above ground train had an impossible view, flying over crystal clear waters in a valley between dark umber mountains and low fog. The day was nearing its end, as its transparent skies grew dim. My mother count carry my luggage any longer, she hadn’t told me she left it at the last station. There was no way I wasn’t going to miss this flight. In shallow water I waded towards my bags. Alexis would know everything. I pent the last couple days embarrassing myself in every situation I could. To the girl with the pink notebook int he shape of a splash, and her temp fishnets. Generic, I’m not sure what it is about, The aesthetics of normality, or rather normalness. I have a show in Greece.
2023-10-11
I had a dream a cat was teaching me different facial expressions that I had to do back to them.
2021-06-21
All of these rooms look so familiar… I could've sworn I've been here before but in this world, for some reason I have no concept of time, or any memories for that matter. Truely where was I In life, in time, space? This would be a new journey, I'm still young. My skin is smooth, I'm slim, my suit fits nicely. I can remember a few spaces, all unfamiliar, but they are very deeply ingrained in my memory. The farthest away space, a warehouse, with broken machinery, loose bolts, creaking. A warm environment. The sunlight casting golden geometries onto the dusty broken tiles through the shattered plexiglass windows and buckling conduit. A memory in sepia. A space so large the architecture seemed infinite… in the middle of nowhere. Deserted, in the desert. But what brought me to this structure of abandonment? How do you sift through the dust to find the answers to what this could all mean? In this moment, let this space be home, for it is where I have been placed. And let each room be a memory. The air is dull, there is longing and depression here no doubt. I sit at a walnut desk with curved legs. It's wood malnourished and dry. Sunwashed floral wallpaper frames the ominous windows in this room. At night the room is tungsten, to mimic the burnt out glow from the sun during the day. I don't trust the sun, I like it at night…
2014-09-20
1: I had a dream that I was eating lunch outside and when i was done everyone else already went back upstairs.
I notices that it was raining and that the street turned into a lake and cars were driving over lili pads and saltwater. When I got back upstairs, mr derouso said that there was no more school!
2: I was at barns and noble with my dad and I had the power to take the main characters out of the book to see what they look like.
3: I went to school with a pillow and a blanket and when we were there we were watching a video so I put the pillow on my desk and laid the blanket on my desk and the one next to mine and got on the desk and got under the covers and took a nap in class.
Then I kept seeing ghosts of my dad even though he is still alive. Weird.
4: it was the 1870s and I was in one of the pools that had whites and blacks together. There was this fat naked black lady that came in and I asked her "why are you naked if you are black?" And she told the white guy that I was being racist and be was going to turn it back to segregated and I explained to him and he let me free.
5: I was at the beach with my mom and her friends and we had a portable car ( fold up ). Then when we got to the beach I had to continuously go back and forth through a mansion and some basketball courts because t fog got their clothes for swimming somewhere because they were to heavy. Then I saw this group of basketball players teaching older players how to play. The year was 1999 and they were surprised by how good this one was at blocking shots and that's how Makembe was born.
6: a laser care out of my chest every time I roll over
7: I was at some Mansion house with my mom and the madness took over me and I went through a series of stories about people who also had the madness in them. Then I was in the bathroom with the principals daughter and then she turned into Sky. Then it got really hot so all I had in was my under where and when I went outside these brothers locked me out until I finally pushed the door open. Then my mom said I have to lock the door every night. The end.
8: there was a group of girls that used to bully me and Aida and one of the girls became good and befriended Aida. so the other girls got angry and me Aida and my dad had to move to my dads cabin where we had marshmallow soup . I forgot my iPhone in the other house so I went back to get it and we saw the girls and convinced them and their father that this was dumb and they said ok
9: I had a dream I met Rebecca Black at her house and asked her if I could use her name in my story. She said yes and then put some sort of snack in my bag for me to take with me. I asked her where she was from and she said Alaska.